Reclaiming Sexual Energy for Growth
A Blog by Lisa Citore
I begin these writings in humble devotion to the sacred temple that I and all human beings come from-red root lotus, through which I have experienced my harshest wounds and highest peaks of bliss. Ecstatic gate to which I return to find my Self.
I begin on the night of no moon, lying on a white sand beach somewhere in Thailand, with one hand cupping my beautiful furry girl and the other resting between my naked breasts-with one foot on the other side of heart break and one still standing at the doorway of disbelief that I will ever love and be loved in the deep orgasmic way I have known.
Here, listening to song of the ocean, letting the waves wash over me, as one by one stars pop out of the sky, reminding me that even the darkest` night is full of surprises.
I've been feeling my Christian roots lately and especially a soft spot in my heart for Jesus, 'cause this is a brother who knows what rape feels like. I once facilitated this sort of improvisational shamanic performance art group called Riding the Dragon. The purpose...read more
I created the Women's Sexual Mystery School with three specific goals in mind. 1) To return sexuality back to its sacred seat - not just the act, but sexual energy itself, which is the energy of Creation. 2) To expand our understanding of sexual energy beyond what...read more
You’ve been around the spiritual block. You’ve read The Law of Attraction and The Secret. You know you are what you believe. You understand that negative beliefs attract negative experiences and positive beliefs attract positive ones. And in the last decades, you’ve...read more
I have an idea for a movie where a woman, who discovers her husband is having an affair, seeks out the woman he’s having sex with. The wife, Eva, is a sexually conservative fiftiesh woman. Lily, in her late thirties, is a sexual free spirit. The husband, Adam, and...read more
I'm making a raunchy rap video (coming to youtube sometime early winter). And in the process, I’ve become acutely aware of the judgment people have around women talking dirty. Initially, my girlfriends were all over it. When I first shared my rap song with them,...read more
What is the value of the masculine to you? What is the sacred purpose of the masculine in your life? When a male friend first asked me these questions, I honestly didn’t know how to answer him. When I finally did answer, I felt waves of sadness because my personal...read more
Choice has been both the greatest blessing and curse in my life. When I feel like I don’t have a choice, I panic. Alternatively, not having any choice is sometimes the only way I’ll surrender into unknown territory. Choice always brings up doubt. And yet, I’ve learned...read more
I’m always humbled to witness the courage of the women who come to me for private yoni work. I’m so in awe of their process and capacity to surrender. It’s cutting edge work. As one woman put it, “I’m so aware of the part of me that wants you in there, that wants to...read more
The last session of the Women’s Sexual Mystery School included women ranging from ages 21 to 60 something. Our circle was a true representation of the Goddess, who is many ages and is ageless. Which led me to wonder, how does a woman cultivate agelessness?...read more
What is your relationship with surrender? What is your experience when you land on the surrender square in the game of your life? Do you embrace the opportunity to let go? Or resist it with every fiber of your being? Can you drop into the vast emptiness that surrender...read more
Session 3 of the Women’s Sexual Mystery- Awakening the Temple Priestess: The Art of Sensual Intelligence- is coming up! If you are curious about Tantra and wanting to experience more eroticism in your relationships and in your life, this session is for you! Along...read more
This past weekend, on the eve of a lunar eclipse and full blood moon, women gathered together for session 2 of The Women's Sexual Mystery School to intimately get to know our pelvic temples and reclaim the wisdom within our feminine organs. We began our day with...read more
I learned yoni massage and pelvic release during my 3 year Tantra yoga certification program in the late ‘90s. But the profoundness of this work didn’t really sink in until recently, when last year I committed to my own daily pleasure practice, spending time with my...read more
Last night I had a dream a wild dog pup came to the basement door of my childhood home. It looked like it had been through some shit, with bloody patches of fur missing and all skin and bones. The basement of my house growing up had big sliding glass doors that...read more
Dear Sister, I feel you. I feel the tigress in you waiting to be loved by a man the way your heart desires. I feel your longing to be deeply touched and met by a man beyond just sex. I feel your frustration that has almost turned you off to sex completely. My...read more